A/N: So, it has been a while since I last updated. I'm terribly sorry. *sweatsprofusely* I've been caught up with a lot of performances and stuff, and I ran out of pre-written chapters, hehe. I've been writing these stories in Starbucks, coffeeshops or donut shops so I'm sorry if these aren't all that great, but I think I've enjoyed writing them in coffee shops. Plus, I got to meet a lot of koreans in those coffee shops who talk to me so I'm pretty thrilled. Hehe. OKAY. Enough of me ranting. Personal replies, then update~! Enjoy ^^
Karen you're welcome, and thank you as well ^^ the performance went great! if i had the guts, i'd put up the video here for you guys to watch. hehe. ^^
Chinh here's the update ;) i hope you like it ^^
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“What was that??” Chae Yeon screamed. She looked to her left and saw Seung Gi sitting down on the floor.
A PD then came up to her and whispered, “We just saw him sitting on the floor, with the glass broken, and he has a wound in his hand.” The PD pointed at Seung Gi, who was looking down, sitting awkwardly on the floor, holding on to his right palm, which was bloody all over.
As soon as Chae Yeon saw this, she ran to Seung Gi and nervously wiped his bloody hands with her clothes. She bent down and got his hand, used her shirt then wrapped his wounds with her handkerchief.
“Nuna, what are you doing? Don’t use your clothes to wipe my –ouch! Not too hard~ Aigo, it hurts!” Seung Gi wailed.
“Why don’t you try to hold still?” Chae Yeon screamed. He bit his bottom lip and looked away. She tied her handkerchief around his hand then gave it a little pat.
Seung Gi flinched when she did. When Chae Yeon looked at him, she saw a little tear at the sides of Seung Gi’s eyes. She chuckled and wiped away his tear with her thumb, “You little kid,” she smirked.
“It hurts…” Seung Gi tried to lift his swollen arm. “… A lot.”
“It looks like it does. Why’d you break the glass in you palm anyway if you knew it would hurt?”
“It’s not the bruises that hurt, nuna…”
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Tei looked for Chae Yeon all over the building, but he couldn’t find her. He tried going to her room, but it was locked. He tried going to the rooftop where she usually stayed, but she wasn’t there either. He also tried to look for Seung Gi, but he was yet to be seen as well.
“That’s strange…” Tei muttered to himself. “Where the heck did those two go to?”
As he tried to look under tables, in cabinets, and under the covers (not that it was humanly possible to even hide under those circumstances), it dawned on him that maybe they were in the dock.
He asked the guard at the gate outside if he had seen either Chae Yeon or Seung Gi go out of the building and (un)fortunately, he had. The guard said that he saw them go to that direction, and he then pointed – the direction going to the dock.
“Thank you,” Tei bowed, “And please tell HaHa, if he ever comes looking for me, I’m at… uhm, McDonalds, or wherever.” He bid the confused guard goodbye and walked towards the dock.
Tei smirked and looked up the sky, “Chae Yeon-ah… What are you up to this time?”
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“You like him?!” HaHa shouted, and placed one hand on his face, “Omona!”
Seul Gi grumbled under her breath. “I told you not to say it out loud!”, and slapped HaHa on his arms.
“Sorry, sorry. Anyway. Wow. That’s so tragic. I like Chae Yeon… and you like Tei. How cute. We should totally end up being together!” HaHa then brought his arms to Seul Gi, motioning for a hug.
“You do realize that you used ‘totally’ in a sentence?” Seul Gi asked, then ran away to avoid his hug.
“Yeah… Now that I think about it, that sort of felt… erhm, weird. Anyway, where’s my hug Seung-Gi yahh~”
“Hearing it is weird enough.” Seul Gi retorted.
“Anyway, that’s not the point. I can’t believe that you like Tei!”
“What’s so hard to believe? I mean… Who wouldn’t like someone like him?” She then sighed and bent her head down. “That’s why I know how you feel when you looked at Chae Yeon when she was with Tei in that room… I know how it’s like when you see someone you’ve liked for so long in the arms of someone else…”
“Yeah… And what sucks more is the fact that that someone else is a good friend of yours…”
“Yeah…” she sighed.
“Yeah…”
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Chae Yeon had her hands on her hips. Her voice was raised and her eyebrows met. “What did you do to your hand? What happened? Why’d you just walk out like that?? You got me so worried–”
“I like you…”
“ –I couldn’t think straight. I know that face! Your look when you came out made me so worried that I had to leave Tei –“
“I like you…”
“ –just to look for you! Aigo. Can you imagine how I felt when I heard that shout and the glass breaking?! You little boy! Don’t you go running away like that aga–“
“Nuna. Please. Can you not do this??” Seung Gi had his head bent down, but put his hand up to signalhis nuna to stop.
“You stupid pabo! I’m here all caring for you and being all nice and this is the thanks I get??”
Seung Gi was irritated, so he ran his injured hand through his hair. The blood mixed with the sweat in his hair, giving it a very messy look. He flinched in pain and the instant he ran his hands through his hair, he lashed it back and held it to soothe the pain.
“Hey! Be careful with that hand! What the heck! You shouldn’t be moving it too much, it might hurt and–“
“Why?! Whyyyy do you even caree??!” Seung Gi shouted.
“Because I just do! Isn’t that enough for you to appreciate what I’m doing to make you feel better??”
“Do you think that your screaming will make me feel better?!”
“You inconsiderate boy! Aren’t you gonna thank me for taking care of your stupid hand??”
“Th –than…”
“No! Don’t say thank you! Because it wouldn’t mean anything! I want you to say thank you when you mean it! You st–!”
Chae Yeon stopped midway in her sentence because as she was about to scream at Seung Gi, he thrust himself towards Chae Yeon, held her face…
But stopped. He froze for a moment, almost as if he was thinking of something. But at the end, he just drew his arms around her and gave her a tight hug.
His sobs and whimpers were enough to make Chae Yeon’s anger subside. He cried like a baby. His shoulders were fidgeting, and he was stomping on the ground continuously. Chae Yeon could feel his tears on her shoulder through her blouse, so she hugged him back and pat his head. She cooed her gently, “Ssh… Stop.”
Seung Gi sniffed, but only tightened their hug more. It seemed like he had to hug someone.
“Seung Gi-ah… Stop. C’mon. I’m sorry if I had to scream at you. I was just worried…”
Chae Yeon then felt Seung Gi nod his head. “I just want to know why’d you walk out like that… Did it have something to do with Ayumi?” Chae Yeon wanted to break their hug, but Seung Gi’s grip was tight. She fidgeted out and luckily, she was able to. “Did you remember her? When you saw me and Tei together? Do you miss her?”
- SEUNG GI’S POV: HIS THOUGHTS -
My stupid nuna… Aigo. You cute little pabo. Didn’t you hear me a while ago?
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Oh… I’m sure you didn’t. But it’s okay, because you were screaming at me. I was saying I like you… I even said it two times. But you didn’t hear it.
I’m sure that you care for me as a dongsaeng only… And I know I can never be an oppa to you. It’s obvious that you’re older than me, so being an oppa to you can never happen, even if both of us wanted it.
I was walking back to my dressing room when I saw the door to your room slightly opened. I am a good boy, and I never eavesdrop on other people’s conversations. But I just had to listen to yours…
“When – When did you like me?” was the question that you asked Tei in that room. I wanted to make myself believe that it wasn’t true… That you didn’t have eyes for anyone…
So at least…
I could stand a chance…
With you...
MY heart stopped when I saw you and Tei holding hands… It’s not that I remembered Ayumi when I saw you and Tei hyung together. What was weird that Ayumi didn’t even cross my mind at that moment. What I did remember though was… us… together at the dock.
I didn’t like it when you were holdings hands with him. It’s not that I’m selfish… or that I was jealous… But… I just don’t know how to describe it.
My stupid little nuna. Your stupid little dongsaeng is going crazy again.
– END OF SEUNG GI’S POV –
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